| | So, I figure it's been about forever since I posted here. Maybe I'll retrieve my archives and pull them over to Blogger. I don't know.
I was thinking last night about how this period of my life will probably be referred to as "when the world fell apart". It really feels that way. I can't quite decide when the world fell apart...but things have been just getting worse it seems for a couple of years. I remember being so glad to be starting a new year...I thought, maybe it will change and get better. But guess what? It didn't get better, it got worse - almost immediately after getting home from the holidays.
But anyway. I haven't talked to most of my friends in a while, so no one knows, and I'm kind of tired of that. And I really can't think of how I would even bring it up in conversation. So: my parents are getting divorced. It really really bites. It bites way more than I thought it could. I guess I really should have gone to FL over the holidays, since Matt had so much time off. Now, I don't have a home to go to - or won't soon anyway. And it will be a long time before either of us gets a job again with good vacation day options.
So, the world has fallen apart. My parents aren't together. My home in FL will be sold or foreclosed on. Our degrees can't get us jobs. My grandparents are getting older and sicker. I've been trying to cope for two years by pulling in...making my safe little home and being in it. But that isn't working...I need to look out to get out. I'm just really bad at it.
I know I am mostly whining here. But. My blog. I'll whine if I want to. :)
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